
REQUIEM
Ego and Archetype:
Individuation & the Religious Function of the Psyche
By Edward F. Edinger (1992)
“Mourning is caused by the loss of an object or person who was carrying an important projected value. In order to withdraw projections and assimilate their content into one’s own personality it is necessary to experience the loss of the projection as a prelude to rediscovering the content or value within. Therefore, mourners are fortunate because they are involved in a growth process. They will be comforted when the lost projected value has been recovered within the psyche."

III OF SWORDS : Sometimes life gives us no choice - we are knocked down. But what determines one's future is the choice of whether to remain knocked down, or rise again. Each little piece of suffering you encounter serves as a stepping stone to find a deeper meaning in this world. This card comes at a time when you need to prepare yourself for this next stage in life. While the grief may be extremely hurtful, it enables you to forget your past and focus on your future knowing that you have control of what actions you take afterwards. Don’t dwell so much on what is troubling you but instead, focus on what is approaching, because you determine your fate.
May I be open to the pain of grief
May I be open to the sorrow
May I accept my sadness,
knowing that I am not my sadness
May I be open to receive
the kindness of others
as they support me in this journey of grief
May I and all beings learn from
and transform sorrow
May I forgive myself for mistakes made
for things left unsaid
and things left undone
Encountering Grief by Joan Hallifax

Carl Gustav Carus - Ruins by the Moonlight (1851)
Endless Breath?
The Pipe Organ and Immortality.
“Breath easily marks the existence of life just as its absence works as a peculiar indicator of the grave. The substitution of breath for life, a synecdochic exchange, is part of the lingua franca of literature’s signification both of life and its fragility. [...]
If endless breath is not for human beings, it is perhaps no wonder that some poets have attended to its figurative possibility in music. Only one inanimate object has been through history habitually described as having lungs or as being capable of a kind of mechanical ‘breathing’. Sometimes, to be sure, [...] vast marshes or quicksands have seemed to breathe; and we are now familiar with the notion of the great forests as the ‘lungs’ of the world and the perils to our literal breath of their destruction by human beings. But the vocabulary of breath has for many centuries been more-than-established for describing the pipe organ: by listeners, players, and organ builders. [...]
The organ’s breath is that of angels. Once God breathed literal life into Adam in Genesis 2:7; so another act of respiration brings, instead, echoes of the music of the heavens to humanity through the organ. This connection between a musical instrument and the breath of immortal beings—breath that cannot die, breath that is a foretaste or, rather, fore-hearing of eternity, took, I think, a fresh form with the development, in the nineteenth century, of more sophisticated forms of organ blowing."
Francis O’Gorman, extracts from “Endless Breath? The Pipe Organ and Immortality."
In: The Life of Breath in Literature, Culture and Medicine (2021).

Ferdinand Keller - Böcklin's Grab (1901-1902)
CREDITS
Requiem organ improvisation recorded on February 3rd, 2014. Originally released on Raagnarök (2014). Remixed in 2024 by Sébastien Dumontier, mastered by Laurent Roussel.
Bowed guitar, shamanic drum, organ, Mellotron and keyboards played by Finrod Artîwelë. Viola played by Dora Lussiana.
